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catt: hey noun if you're still ever on this site, i just want to say thank you for being so neat-0. this is a really serious matter but i like i can trust you; i almost killed myself today, but i stopped myself to look back at everyone's messages, yours included
Jun 11, 2016 7:19:04 GMT
catt: so i just want to say thank you so, so much. you might not realize it, but you've actually helped a lot. so stay cool and keep on fighting, yeah? cya around
Jun 11, 2016 7:19:50 GMT
nout: omg duDE sorry i did not check back in fast enough oh my god man i didn't think i was that cool dude you're the cool one oh my goodness, i feel really so honored that you trust me enough to tell me this and oh my god i don't think i can express in words ho
Jun 12, 2016 15:56:16 GMT
nout: w relieved iam that you decided not to go through with it my goodness i'm crying oh my gosh !! dude!! i'm never good with these situations and i feel like i'm going to say something awkward or bad but you know what imma just go for it, like bro, i don't kn
Jun 12, 2016 15:56:25 GMT
nout: ow what you're going through right now, i mean stalking your posts on cs can only get a person so far and i know i can't say that i understand how you feel, because you're you and i'm me, but if it's any, i guess, comfort? i do understand depression and i
Jun 12, 2016 15:56:36 GMT
nout: do understand being suicidal, and i want you to know you're not alone, even if it might feel like you are. you might think that it might not make a difference if you were dead or that things would be easier without you and i want you to know that is NOT tr
Jun 12, 2016 15:56:51 GMT
nout: ue, it is NOT true at all, you are loved and needed and appreciated, and besides me and the other goofy people on the internet i'm sure you have friends and family who love you and are there to support you, ahh dude, this might not make you feel any better
Jun 12, 2016 15:57:00 GMT
nout: and i don't know if i've already told you but i have clinical depression and social anxiety, so if you're depressed right now i really do understand that things can feel really not great and horrible, i've never told anyone before and this might just make
Jun 12, 2016 15:57:10 GMT
nout: things worse for you but i've been suicidal, i've almost killed myself at least three times, but i've stopped myself for miscellaneous reasons but as silly as it may sound the last time i tried i stopped myself because i wanted to keep roleplaying with you
Jun 12, 2016 15:57:20 GMT
nout: and talking with you, i know i'm rambling at this point and i'm probably doing more harm than good but dude, i really am truly happy you're still alive, i'm overwhelmingly happy i was able to help,even if just a little, when i wrote that last message to yo
Jun 12, 2016 15:57:32 GMT
nout: u i almost didn't send it because i didn't want to come across as creepy or nosy, but really i'm glad i sent it knowing now that it helped you. i love ya dude, even if we've never met and possibly never will, but i wish you the best, i really do, i want to
Jun 12, 2016 15:57:42 GMT
nout: say the same to you, stay cool and keep on fighting, i know things get hard and i know that sometimes it seems really easy to, well, die, but i want you to know that even if things don't seem like it, they will get better, things might be pretty rough for
Jun 12, 2016 15:57:56 GMT
nout: you right now, and an internet friend like me can only do so much, but things really do get better. i know you might not to dwell on it, i know i didn't want to, but if you haven't already, tell someone you trust irl what's going on, it could be anyone, a
Jun 12, 2016 15:58:04 GMT
nout: friend, family member or even a teacher or doctor, i don't want you to end up like me, i've kept everything bottled up inside for a long time and tbh i feel like i'm rotting away half the time. so if you can, try and tell someone about yesterday, you don't
Jun 12, 2016 15:58:16 GMT
nout: have to right away, whatever you think might be best for you, but sometimes you can't trust yourself and need a little extra help. hey man, thank you for being my friend, i'm glad we could be and are friends, and even if we don't talk very much i still che
Jun 12, 2016 15:58:25 GMT
nout: rish our friendship. if you ever feel like venting or ranting or just plain talking, i'm always open for it, i can't say i'll be much help, but i'll try my best, even if you just want to talk about cartoons or crushes or whatever dude, i don't mind, you'll
Jun 12, 2016 15:58:38 GMT
nout: never be bothering me, i really smile each time i see i have a message or response from you. this ramble might not have helped you at all, and i'm sorry if i only did harm but bro i don't want you to feel like that, sometimes with depression it's hard to u
Jun 12, 2016 15:58:48 GMT
nout: nderstand that someone else could possibly feel as bad about things as you do, i feel like i'm isolated and nobody really understands, nobody could hate themself as much as i hate myself. but that's just what depression does to your brain, it tricks you an
Jun 12, 2016 15:59:00 GMT
nout: d makes you feel awful and alone, but there are people who understand, depression is a different with everyone but we still understand. okay, okay, i'll stop before i mess up even more, but to sum everything up, love you man, hope things get better, i'm al
Jun 12, 2016 15:59:11 GMT
nout: ways available to talk whenever you want to, and i hope i'll see you around too, my friend.
Jun 12, 2016 15:59:20 GMT